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“you tell a joke about a kid who slept in the soil” is genuinely probably one of my favourite lines in anything ever. i do not know why it stuck with me so much but i have written essays at least twice about how good it is
#i have sooo so many thoughts about it#i love it so much#it is everything to me#its jarring and offputting but subtly so#especially if you do not know the context. it just seems weird and out of nowhere#and then learning the context gives it a different weight#the one about the pie and playing in the mud feel so innocent#and sleeping in the soil could be but the phrasing of it just feels ever so slightly off#IN the soil#i love it so much it is part of my bones#OH OH AND the way it sort of gets called back to in#‘’you laugh you keep laughing its SO funny tears run down your face’’#to show a pattern of behaviour#i know i am prattling on about it but i wish i had the words to express how much i love it even if it is just a one off line#i think it affected a large part of my overall feelings about a lot of things in a domino effect
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am i too late do people still like maid david
#danganronpa despair time#drdt#david chiem#artlying#my art#hes so stupid#ive had the sketch for this done for a while but i couldnt finish it while i was still insane over the new episodes#but anyway were so back#i have soooo many thoughts about ch2 but im so busy i cant draw anything#and im not good at putting my thoughts into words just know i am feeling sooo many things#the va stream made me remember this it was so fun#anywayys enjoy
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Is it better if John erased their memories, or if they came back that way and he just decided not to fix them?
It's immensely better if he intentionally mindwiped them. TO ME.
I'm a John fan. I think he's a tremendous tragic antagonist, and that everything he does in the HtN backstory is relatable if not painful familiar. He was under immense pressure, trying to mitigate the literal end of the world, having his mind and his whole self changed in ways he had no frame of reference to understand. He went from being desperate and trying to do his best to being carried away by circumstances to going absolutely fucking insane. There are many ways to rationalise John's actions all the way to the end, which is what makes it such an effective corruption arc. If you want to engage in some blorbo apologism, there are plenty of excuses to be found.
There's absolutely no fucking way to excuse mind-wiping his friends. THAT is why it's so important to me that he did it deliberately, in cold blood, justifying it to himself as a way to take their burdens upon himself so they wouldn't have to feel guilty. He removed their agency. He didn't want any peers in the world he'd created. He could have acknowledged what had happened, for better or worse, and tried to make amends - but instead, he chose to remove their knowledge that something had even happened in the first place. It's the turning point! I need him to go into that with his eyes fully open. He's doing it on purpose! He weighed the pros and cons and prioritised his comfort over his friends' identities.
EYE believe that his story arc is infinitely more powerful if there's a point we can look at and say "here is when John's story went from things happening TO HIM to John doing terrible things". Especially in a backstory that's ultimately about divine corruption and losing touch with your humanity, I think that turning point needs to be something that has a personal value to him, something that can't be chalked up to "he was high on death" or "humanity was doomed" or even "he touched the soul of the earth and went insane."
I think it's important, thematically, that one of his first actions after acquiring godlike powers was to make sure that no one would be able to remember his human self and challenge him on equal footing, even if he's still internally lamenting his own loneliness and wishing things were different.
Obviously, this is all coming from a known John Girlie™ and Eldritch Alecto Enjoyer — I interpret John's ascension to quasi-divinity as something that was mostly imposed ON him and he couldn't control, which is why I need him to cross the moral event horizon outright with the mind violation of his inner circle. Someone who views John as more directly culpable in the end of the earth might feel less strongly about the importance of the mindwipe in his story arc than I do, but TO ME it's the culmination of the tragedy. You've become the inhuman horror, baby.
/post that inspired the question
#i'd totally read posts or fics where this happens differently but TO ME it's juicy if he does it outright :3#i doubt we'll ever find out for sure bc i think we've seen ALL that we're going to ever get of the resurrection unless it's from alecto's d#so it's really all headcanons! but this is mine#ask#anonymous#elle tlt posting#ejg#tlt thoughts#SORRY I HAVE SOOO MANY FEELINGS ABOUT THIS
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the QUEEN
#black clover#bcedit#blackcloveredit#mereoleona vermillion#mine#e:gifs#userheidi#userinahochi#userroh#usermoh#userkyaa#usernikiforova#userzuura#userjenny#tuserelena#i love lady mereo sooo very very very very much#i have so many thoughts about her#choosing scenes i wanted to gif was harder than making a coloring for this akdsfj
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big dump of my elden ring art for trailer day 🎉
#guys i am sooo excited#i improved my art so much while i was obsessed with ER and i hope i can recapture that energy this time#i have so many thoughts about the trailer!!!! cant wait to do some art when i have time#elden ring fanart#elden ring#elden ring art#fromsoft fanart#fromsoftware#shadow of the erdtree#sorceress sellen#morgott#elden ring morgott#blaidd#blaidd the half wolf
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Been really pondering Fantoccio and the cursed citizens lately… like, if you’re stuck in a city for 15 years with some of your only company being these cursed globby versions of the people that used to surround you normally, you’d start to Notice Things that remind you of who they used to be, right?
#I HAVE SO SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THIS GUY HE MAKES ME SOOO SAD. FANTOCCIO….#i really do think about his time in the city a lot. like a whooole lot.#like ofc these are weird amorphous blobs but yknow. there may still be some semblance of who they used to be within them#they have old habits or hang around in places they used to live idk idk.#they still have some of that old humanity they used to hold i guess… even in their cursed forms…#a little spark of hope that maybe everything will go back to normal someday#i dunno. and maybe eventually they even start to LOOK normal. all in ur head#fanto’s supposed to be younger here btw!! id personally put him at around 12-14 maybe?#also the bear baker’s name is Miss Cardamom!! unfortunately she is doomed by the narrative…. so sad… ú_ù#the bg characters were VERY VERY FUN to design!!! hehehe#billie bust up#bbu fantoccio#bbu the fella#robin’s art#2024 art#didnt mean to go as hard on the art as i did… twas supposed to just be a simple sketch comic HAHA#comicfollies
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in his and davrin's banters, lucanis exhibits a certain little shit energy I don't think we see him have with anyone else other than illario and honestly I am living for this
#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#lucanis dellamorte#davrin#also that's really interesting. with illario it's clearly not ever meant to wound but it serves a similar function of 'hey fuck off'#they have that friendly insult game going that veils some real resentments and conflicts that perhaps. should have been dealt with#considering that you could hardly find two people less alike in fundamental character than davrin and illario... fascinating#I suppose both of them push past lines of comfort and don't really let up at subtler signals to back off#(illario to needle and davrin mostly because he's that straightforward I think haha)#but the sheer viciousness with which lucanis responds makes me think there could mayhaps be some resentment with that dynamic#that he won't let out with illario himself b/c he has so few interpersonal relationships and wouldn't risk disrupting one#even when illario is getting up to some Shit even outside of the whole betrayal thing#and davrin is sooo uninterested in doing anything but call 'em as he sees 'em and it's glorious haha#it also means that I think lucanis is more honest in those banters than he is with anyone else I've seen#including the fact that he's mad and that the ossuary really did suck that bad actually#with bellara he's like 'don't worry about me I'm fine *thousand yard stare*' and with davrin he goes 'yeah I'm haunted forever by it.#does that satisfy your curiosity' lmao. and then they're just trading barely veiled death threats for a while#davrin is confrontational but he's also a safe person to be angry with b/c I think at the end of the day he is also fair#many thoughts. all the time. all veilguard up in my neurons 24/7
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post runaway model after jo is upset chester ruined her makeup, zoey and anne maria comfort her and redo the look so chester can't mess it up this time. plssss see my vision of a maggot girl friendship.
#i have so many headcanons and thoughts about these 3 and how their friendship sparks#listen i love yuri and shipping as much as the next guy BUT PLEAASEEEEEE can we have more friendships in this fandom#specifically girl friendships. i love female friendships. we need SOOO much more of those#my art#fanart#art#illustration#procreate#total drama#total drama revenge of the island#tdroti#td roti#roti#tdi#total drama island#td jo#td anne maria#td zoey#total drama jo#total drama anne maria#total drama zoey#mutant maggots
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His hair DOES kinda, flop into his face after combat. So i guess he does??
Anyways more stuff that is not in the comic but i made on the side.
#kaiju no. 8#kn8#kaiju no. 8 spoilers#kn8 manga spoilers#kaiju no 8 manga spoilers#kn8 spoilers#gen narumi#no. 15#anyways i wann her to help out sometime#or do something yknow#vague concepts of 15 getting attached to naru n kikorun#anyways#more stuff for th comic that isnt in the comic#i need yall to understand i wanna talk about this comic SOOO BAD#SOOO SOOO BAD#PLEASE#BUT I WANT TO KEEP IT A SUPPRISE FOR LAUNCH?? SEND IT OUT TEHRE AT ONCE#WHEN ITS DONE#BUT ALSO#I AM LOOSING MY MIND A LIL BIT#ANYWYAS#someoen come talk to me about them. i have so many thoughts#i have a lot of naru thoughts rn bcs of the part im workin on but yEAHG#ANYWYAs#THATS IT FROM ME IN THESE TAGS LMAO#before i spoil th whole plot or wahtnot#enn queue (for once)
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I think a lot about the Ministry and how it works as such a psychological horror. To me at least. When I think about it through Percy’s eyes during the war, it’s definitely horror. With murderers running the departments, people going missing everyday, thousands of arrests being made in such a short amount of time. The fear of it hanging over his head, that one misstep might land him in Azkaban. Maybe people he worked closely with would go missing and he’d just have to move on.
I also think about what it’s like for him to be so close to the Ministers, specifically Scrimgeour and Thicknesse. I find those two very interesting as characters. Scrimgeour is a hypocrite, and he’s not even a very good Minister, but he does die for the good of the people, for Harry and for Dumbledore’s cause. I like to imagine what it was like for Percy to work for him. To know him, then one day he “disappears” and then the next day there’s a new man at the head, Pius, who Percy is just suddenly working for as well. I’ve always found it interesting that each Minister kept Percy on. I know both Fudge and Scrimgeour did it to spy on the Weasleys and possibly Dumbledore and Harry by connection, which was always so futile and silly and showed how desperate they both were because Percy wouldn’t even speak a word of for to his family. But they kept him for that purpose. But then he’s kept with Thicknesse as well. Is this to keep spying? Or is it not to raise suspicion about their silent coup? I don’t think it’s either of these because I firstly, the Death Eaters had different means of spying on the Weasleys. They would track their every move. They didn’t need him. So this is an obvious no to me. And in regard to keeping suspicions low, I feel there’s nothing suspicious about changing staff for a new head of government. It’s normal, even for wizards, I’m sure.
So then why was he kept on? I honestly don’t know. Maybe I’m bad at analyzing this, but some reasons I can think of would be a way to trap him without imprisoning him. They keep him stuck under an imperiused Minister and keep an eye on him. Maybe they’re waiting for him to slip up.
I don’t believe for a second the idea they keep him on because they see any actual value in him. Even if Percy denounced his family on every level, they would still see him as a blood traitor and a Weasley. I don’t think that he’d be the exception when it comes to their suspicion about the Weasleys. One of the biggest flaws the Death Eaters/blood purists have is that they assign a label to those they deem lesser then never view them as anything other than that label. Percy is a Weasley, and to be a Weasley is to be a blood traitor. No amount of personal denouncing will change that, in my opinion! So I don’t think they keep him on because they feel he’s chill, or something. I think it’s more of a, we keep you here, we keep an eye on you, kind of thing. They put him in the perfect position to be tracked and studied and they wait for him to slip up so they can imprison him as a traitor.
That leads me back to the whole psychological horror element. All of this feels like horror to me. Percy talks about trying to avoid imprisonment at the end of Deathly Hallows but I feel the truth is he was imprisoned. In the Ministry. I can’t imagine what it was like to serve under a Minister you must know is being controlled — I always liked and subscribed to the idea that Percy knew Thicknesse wasn’t himself. Does this make sense in terms of how he acts towards him at the end of Deathly Hallows? No! But I believe it anyway.
After all this thinking, it makes sense for one to come to the conclusion that Percy would never return to the Ministry again. There will always be something haunted about it to him. After Scrimgeour, especially. All it would be is a graveyard.
#sorry#I’m sooo normal#jkr please bite the dust so I can get rights to your shit and make a psychological horror about percy’s expirences in the ministry#percy weasley#harry potter and the deathly hallows#pius thicknesse#rufus scrimgeour#I will make a separate post on Pius because I have many many maaaany thoughts about him!#the ministry
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@fenglianweek day 6: memories/growing up
the best thing thats ever been mine
#tgcf#xie lian#feng xin#fenglian#fenglianweek24#my art#full color#I SPENT SOOO LONG ON THIS ONE... like not long for me. fast for me! but compared to the other ones ive done for flw. long.#this has been a few weeks of work and im very happy with how it turned out! tried to be thoughtful about how i approached the colors#and i think it really paid off! theres SO MANY COLORS in the pants im so proud of all the fabric in this...#that white fabric has so. many colors. it makes me super happy#also some of the fallen petals make hearts. btw >:o)#idk if they translate well but feng xin has top surgery scars!!! theyre both trans but xie lian is a cultivator so. he just uses magic#i KNOW when he first learned transformation magic he like BOOKED IT to feng xin to show him like 'LOOK. FLAT!!!'#and little teenxin was like 'ummm 😳 yeah. flat'#ANYWAY!!! idk if they actually look like teens here... hopefully yes. xie lian does to me at least???#or at least he looks different from how i draw him as an 800smthng year old lol. but still like himself i think!!! i hope...#whatever. point is. do you remember we were sitting there by the water. you put your arm around me for the first time. you made a rebel of#the tags cut me off there. thats a good thing. IF YOU KNOW. YOU KNOW.#did you guys know i have headcanons about the type of tswift fans mu qing and xie lian would be. well now you know. I Have Thoughts#OKAY THATS ENOUGH TAGS I NEED TO ACTUALLY POST THIS. ILY MUAH TTYL
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coked-out bernard dowd, send tweet
#that mf has definitely done hard substances#he's done meth he's done coke he's heroin#and it's not like he bought those things but i think the cult gave it to him#wanted to see how much he could take#and he took it. because he's their pretty little sacrifice#he's their perfect lamb. and he is so docile and so meek and he is their favorite because he takes it sooo well#and they love it because he cuts through himself like butter and his blood flows freely like rivers#and he never resists because for once in his life someone wants him and who fuckin gives a sht if he has to scoop out his guts to be wanted#who cares if he's slowly ruining his body to be loved? they like him!! they love him! they say he's the ideal vessel and that he bleeds#so prettily and that he takes the whippings so well‚ don't you bernard? you can take a little more‚ right bernard?#after all‚ he's their perfect little sacrifice‚ their perfect little vessel‚ their perfect little lamb#KAJSDHKJASHDJKASDHASHK IM GOING INSANE#recently ive been having too many thoughts about the cult being less smth he just falls into and does every once in a while and more...#addiction? smth he chooses? smth he goes back to again and again and again?#like he always needs another dose‚ a stronger and stronger dose‚ until he blinks and he's on the altar tied up‚ ready to bleed#bernard dowd#anyway‚ thoughts‚ comments‚ or concerns?#please let me know
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Hi borderlands fandom. im here to spread propaganda (bonus doodles + single images under the cut)
#borderlands#my art#zer0 the assassin#fl4k the beastmaster#fl4k/zer0#i know theres not really anything happening in the first pic#but youve got to understand me#theyre so in my brain rn#please send me asks or wtv about them i have sooo many thoughts
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hmmm thinking about how both Knuckles and Licho have been stuck in a single place for as long as they remember, Knuckles completely isolated and Licho unseen by anyone for a very very long time hmm
#licho learned to possess people but it chose to be violent about all of that#lmao#still figuring it out I'm thinking what skills my little thing could have I have some ideas and others I'll polish some time later#I was thinking about how this entire au. Beyond meeting licho is about knuckles looking for the pieces of the master emerald#so he can be guardian again. basically#and while the me is Knux's purpose and collecting all its pieces will allow him to return Home hes also basically trying to return#to the way things were originally where he was stuck on angel island. basically forever#and licho wants that emerald so it can finally free itself it's like the opposite thing for both of them#god I wanna write something about this but I wanna start for them beginning and that's like a year in the past brother#many things have happened#fon knux to end up in spiralside and spiralside ain't the end either sncnskckd#pls forgive if this isn't written very well I'm not feeling up to writing my thoughts rn I'm just thinkingggg#thinking sooo hard rn#licho the spirit#I need to go to sleep it's 5am again but I had a nap and I can't sleep anymore urghhh
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Porter LOVES how vocal Jace is when they fuck. Every little whimper or moan just makes him try new things that he thinks will earn him new sounds out of Jace and he absolutely never disappoints.
He likes to get him overstimulated bc that’s when he makes the prettiest sounds. Porter goes insane over this like- After they hook up for the first time he can barely look Jace in the eye during work because if he does he’ll have a hard time not dragging him off somewhere private just to coax more sounds out of him.
#Porter never gets distracted but Jace is a DISTRACTION#he’ll have an idea of what he wants to do and flip on a dime when Jace whines his name#Jace is just so loud he can’t help it 😉#I’m thinking about them but I also have so many thoughts about Jace being vocal when he eats Zara out sooo idk might make that post later#starbreaker#jaceporter#jace stardiamond#porter cliffbreaker#dimension 20#fhjy#d20 fhjy#fantasy high junior year#nsft
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dolly
#my art#kuron vld#clone shiro#vld#i loveeeeee dolly the sheep. The Animal<3#recently i read a couple of essays/papers on clone portrayal in media for fun and man i just love how malleable this trope is!!!#the sheer variety of clone stories out there is sooo cool..... so many epic ideas and metaphors..........#the topic of dolly n her impact on media/popculture and science appeared very often n it made me have Thoughts#sooooo i drew kuron fanart about it. beacuse of course i did#also im readin a book called Never Let Me Go by Kazuo Ishiguro rn n its p cool. n uhhhhh kinda a spoiler- its abt clones#i like it. who wouldve guessed!
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